I'm Strong EnoughScreaming at my weak selfDesiring changeBut, fear takes overI will do whatever it takesBut, the world won’t listen to meAs I cry watching as I can’t rise aboveWho I amI can’t do it like anyoneI wish I could feel confidence like you and not be afraid of who I will bePlease will you listen to me?How can I fight?When I will fallHow can you put your faith in me?When you will be the last one standingI have so many doubts that I want to eraseJust wanting to feel powerful instead of the useless childWho stands on the sidelines and won’t fightHelp me someone! Before I become aloneStanding on my ownBecause
It Should Be MeI breathe heavilyKnowing you always put your faith in meIf only you could see your own powerMaybe you wouldn’t doubt yourself so muchI call your name Not knowing what you would doI’m sorry I have had this plan for so longBut, I wasn’t sure what else I could doI would rather it be me than you But, I don’t have the power you do sonI see your shockAnd your fearBut, you try to hide itYou’ve always been afraidYou’re not the only one Gohan, I’m scared tooI’d rather it be me than youI fly with the gusty wind towards youI’m asking so much And I really don’t want to I ju
How Could You Just Let Me Fight?Standing on boulders with the wind blowing up against meAs you called out my nameMy heart almost stoppedDid you just mutter my name?I feel my heart stopThe way you spoke of me just leaves me in shockI’m not who you are describingI’m not a warrior.I can’t move I fear to fightWhy can’t you fight? Like it’s always been?You’ve always been my hero so how can I be yours or anyone’s for that matter?Help me please Daddy…As you fly next to me and kneel to my levelI just want to cry like a four year old again and hide behind your leg and grab onto it like a dear child.Is this a joke fa
Chapter 3: That Sad Look In His EyesFlying to school today wasn’t even possible. With all that stuff Mum packed me, it’s no wonder I can still move. I tried to talk her out of bringing all this junk but, she never listens.I can still remember shopping trips with Mum. It even makes me shudder, when I hear the word ‘shopping’ from out of Mum’s mouth. Even when we have plenty of stuff at the shops she just insists on more. I’m not even going through another growth spurt anymore, so why on Earth does she insist ‘that shirt looks great on me?’ I have enough clothes.Today, I ended up having to get up earlier than I normally do so I
I Have to Be A SurvivorIn the middle of nowhere how can I survive?How will I fight the fight?My mind is weakAnd the doubt is stopping meDaddy!You’re gone nowI’m supposed to survive this somehowMr. Piccolo kidnapped meThis wasn’t the way this was supposed to beAs I scream He runs away from meAs I cry I just want to flyI want to get away from this worldI don’t belongBecause I can’t be strongI’m not meant to protect itBut, I can’t just sit And do nothingI have a powerBut, all I can do is cowerI’m not a fighterBut, I have to be a survivorHigh above scary mountainsWhere I don’t belongOh, D
The Love For a Father: Chapter 2“Gohan, please come home.” The woman in front of me begs. She seems to think I am her son, “I need you.” She cries but, it seems like a little too rehearsed. For whatever reason I don’t know and I really don’t have a great feeling about this.I argue, “I don’t know you! I’m not going home with some woman I have no idea of ever knowing.” I turn my head.“I’m having a baby,” She weeps, “you’re going to be a big brother.”“So,” I frown, “why should I believe you?” I turn to her again.I don’t trust her, whoever she is
The Love For A Father: Chapter 1They say forgetting who you are, isn’t normal. It’s strange and not in any kind of good way. What good can come from forgetting who you are? When you don’t know the cause of it?“What’s going on?” I question myself. I have no idea who I am, I feel I should know but, I can’t remember.I wish I could have memories of anything. One memory; in the very least would help me remember who I am. One thing, just one could help me remember, but now I have nothing.No memory, no me and everything left in front of me is nothing but, a mystery.Memories were the one thing that made me Gohan, not just Goku’
Chapter 1: That Sad Look In His EyesYesterday at school was definitely strange. No-one brings up Dad’s death because I know I would blame myself but, the people here don’t know any better. Mr. Satan is their hero, mine is my father.I hate hearing about Dad because all is does is bring back painful memories. So yesterday, when Sharpener asked if Dad passed away, I walked off instantly while muttering I ‘needed’ to go the bathroom. It was more like I needed to go somewhere away from people, who wouldn’t know any better because everyone thinks my father is some ‘trickster.’People wouldn’t know about my past and how I feel towards
Chapter 2: That Sad Look In His Eyes The crushing of Android 16’s head was like a catalyst; a catalyst to everything that would explode. But, that day I didn’t know what would explode and that very thing was my rage.Like a chemical reaction when something comes into contact with fire, the speed reaction is increased; like my power.I remember walking towards Cell without fear but, with such malice and cockiness. It was only however, to hide my pain and fear. Everyone thought it was I, who transformed and had taken over. But, it wasn’t only me who acted out; it we as also him.We both have very different personalities and that show we put on for Cell was a
Broken HeartsLying there, in that cold bedI can't do anythingAccept try and be their for you, with the remainder of time you have leftYou're going to be an angel soon, with wingsFlying away in the skyUp so highBut, me? I'll be hereWhen your gone crying tear after tearI might as well be in a place like hellBut, you're dyingAnd all I can do is lie to myselfWith the belief that you will get better and that all this a dreamYet this is not a goodnight, as I look into your most comforting eyesOr a see you later or a good morningBecause soon I will be your son, who will be in mourningYou keep saying "It's okay, it will all be okay."
Chosen By Fate WARNING: There are some spoilers of my fanfic Chosen By FateRemembering all those great timesWatching as time fliesSmiles so big That even Mum couldn't breakAs she help her frying pan in handThe sun brightly shined upon usAnd you Daddy, were able to be there for me…But then a storm hitWe were separated…But now… bringing you back will be so hardI have to start preparingAnd begin to fight for youLike you always have for meFear is here and I need to back awayBut, my love you is so enormousAnd I won't let it goI must save youI admit –even if you were some stranger I would save you Because you're always so ca
CH 1: Unaware of What Has Been There All Along Notes: Bold means another time.Hours later The echoes across the hallways are filled with yelling. We are children, we argue, we laugh, we love but, most of all we fight."Does too!""Does not!"I'm not going to lose the argument when I know I am right. I have yet to prove my point across but, he has yet to listen."Does too!""Does not!"He always defends him."Does too!""Does not!"I'm his best friend but, couldn't he take my side for once?"Does too!""Does not!""Does too, does too, does too." I say quickly. I don't care what Goten says I am right."But Trunks," Goten moans. I don't feel pity for him at all, "Gohan
Chapter 4: Chosen By FateCHOSEN BY FATEChapter 4I've been watching you kid. I know what you're going through but, Kami won't let me interfere. I hate that old man. He keeps stopping me from trying to help you.I know what that piece of paper is all about. You know? The one Goku gave you when you were a sniveling little brat. I can't say anything Kid and believe me it sucks but, you'll find the secrets soon. Just don't give up. It is killing me not be allowed to say anything. I would tell you straight away, if I could.Believe me I don't want sound like this at all. I blame the forsaken Kami but, Gohan I never wanted you to feel alone.All these pathetic humans
Chapter 3: Chosen By FateCHOSEN BY FATE Chapter 3"Gohan go do the laundry,""Gohan while you're at that, can you hang it out on the line,""Gohan get the groceries,""Gohan go vacuum the house,""Gohan mop the floor,""Gohan do the dishes,""Gohan put the dishes away, can you also dry them too,""Gohan go study,"THAT WHAT I DO EVERYDAY! I do everything around the house while, Mum sits and cries to herself about Dad going missing.I haven't had the chance to do that at all. Mum doesn't let me because she only notices her own pain. It's the same with the rest of the Z fighter's. Only one of them I've been able to talk to and only they understand.They ha
Chapter 2: Chosen By FateNote: The italics + bolded writing at the beginning are a letter and later on the italics are a flashback.WARNING: COARSE LANGUAGE (only a few words)P.S. This Chapter is Vegeta's Point of view except the letter at the beginning. Heeeey Vegeta,This letter is from me. Wait a minute you don't know who me is from reading this do you? Maybe you do since I act the similar in person okay I act the same, I think.If you didn't figure it out it's me Goku! You know the one you want to surpass in strength why did I even write that? You know who I am... right?Seriously this so much fun! Wow! This planet has lower gravity then Ea
Prologue: That Sad Look In His EyesPrologue: That Sad Look in His EyesI hear footsteps at the door. Our homeroom teacher AKA the old man is in front of the class rambling on about some weird crap.I don't understand this, how is anyone supposed to? "The square root of 4 is " I block this sound out. I'd rather look at the pretty ladies and train.What the hell is square root anyway? I'm betting it has something to do with squares of some sort but, why must I learn this? Considering all of this is so useless and pointless; I might as well quit school and find a job or something.The footsteps get louder.The Old man keeps reading but, he stops
Saiyans Return- Chp.5 THIS STORY IS AFTER THE CELL GAMES AND BEFORE GOHAN GOES TO HIGHSCHOOL! ENJOY! :D. ................................ Tamashi picked up the young girl up by the collar of her shirt off of the blood-stained ground. He then chuckled as he tossed her towards her younger brother, Gohan. The girl hit the ground with a cry of pain and a thump. Go
Gone With The Wind Chapter Two: The Search BeginsGohan whipped his head his head around when he heard the same clanging he had heard earlier.He sighed in relief when it was just Pan's broken window. "I told myself I would fix that before Pan's birthday," he whispered to himself while doing the trademark Son back of head rub that he got from his father." He sighed to himself but then he remembered that something more important was going on: his daughter was missing. He quickly groped around for his phone in his pocket and was to call Videl, who was at his mother's home. Back at Chi-Chi's household, she and Videl were washing and drying dishes."So, how is my grandaughter doing? I heard she's training just like Gohan isn't she? Chi-Chi asked." Videl smiled."Yes, she's getting a lot stronger and tomboyish ever since she learned about her heritage. We're also teaching her how to use her powers at times when it really matters, not to use it as a toy," Videl replied." Chi-Chi simply nodded, like she wasn't so suprised. Videl gave in to a ne
Even If I Don't Want ToEven If I Don't Want ToI ran across those landsSo lost and scaredThis is a new life I have to tryBut, I'm afraid of what might become of me, will I die?People in the world know how to flyBut, I don't know the reason whyThis is my destiny, but do I really want to try?Why is this my fate? I don't how much I can takeI'm only fourI'm so youngBut, they want me to grow upI've had enoughIt's scary, cold and alone out hereNo-one hears my tearsOnly I can feel my fearsDad is in heaven now watching meHe's probably thinking what am I doing?I don't know who I'm going to beHe's probably wondering why I'm runningI d
Your MemoryYour MemoryThey've taken everything away My family, my friendsMy innocenceI am brokenAnd you broke me when you made me changeWhen I became the only one standingI lost who I amI can't find the answers I seekWhy is it me?Me? GohanWhy did I have to live?Why did the ones I love die?They didn't deserve thisThey should've let death take me insteadI've always been a scared weak cowardWho's always ran away So why is it me who lives?They say the weak perishI am the weak so why haven't I perished already.My friends weren't strong enough but, they had more courage then meThat says something about me doesn't